Monday, October 26, 2015

"I'm here"...

Date Of Dream: 10/26/15


Main Dream Story/Notes:

I dreamed that I was searching for someone in an old house--- a tattered, abandoned house… and I kept hearing a man say “I’m here”... and when I would look out the windows--or try to move the curtains/plastic, I couldn’t find him… eventually he “appeared” to me as I realized that he was a spirit…  He told me the story I believe of how his wife had died…  but now I am not sure… There was some food for me to eat and at one point he wanted to make love… but thought that his body was too disintegrated due to his situation...I was actually a bit heartbroken by this as I think he was very lonely and kind. All I really remember of this dream was trying to look out these windows that had a lot of plastic and fabric curtains around them… and the food...I believe there was bread… and he may have been making other things to eat… but it was scarce since he was no longer alive…

Feelings/Reactions/Analysis:

The dream sounds really silly but it has left me feeling haunted and melancholy. I believe this stems from my recent interaction with D...So, that has made me a little depressed as well… and this entire situation with M just has me at a loss ...

Additional Dreams/Notes:

I also dreamed of being on a bus… or in a truck- being dropped off… strange rocky stairwells and walking in a neighborhood that I lived in… and I had been here before in dreams I think…  it’s very similar to Greenmont/South Park area but maybe steeper, more green...more closed in. There were some people around---  

Lastly, I was sitting at a desk… with someone I used to go to school with… but I am not sure who it was now---but he was sitting across from me… and when I asked about things… he said he wasn’t in the mood for love and something else… L was there I think…

And as usual...I believe J was somewhere in my dream as well… he always finds a way to haunt me…